Yellow is the reason why I’m alive
Every spring when the depressing nights of Winter have finally said goodbye for a couple months, I get to lay amongst the yellow wildflowers again.
And when i told you my favorite color, and you revealed yours, yellow became ours
Because i barely knew you, and you gave me yellow flowers
then you started to become the reason why I’m alive
Because the depressing Winter nights were all too familiar
And through that I forgot about yellow, and its purpose in my life
But you try your best to show me yellow everyday
Even when all i can see is gray
And when were laying next to each other and the rays of the sun make your eyes sparkle, I can see yellow again
And then you hold my hand like i once did when all i had in Spring was gripping yellow flowers, begging them not to leave
I was lonely and trauma was the only thing that knew me
But you gave me yellow flowers
And now yellow is the reason why I’m alive