Changes have been coming about
my image morphs into what I want to be
my environment reflects fulfillment
and although I am growing stronger with my idea of “self”
I feel the grief
the loss of energy in the places that surged the most
like a phantom limb
I want to hold onto what I knew
but not as bad as I want to seize all that I am to know.
There is a sadness to when the leaves fall
when the uncertainty of thought seeps in
when you’ve outgrown your limits
but there is abundance to be explored
happiness to recreate
and a soul to nourish
…its time for the flowers to bloom beloved